Day 84

I've been so stressed out lately. I hate it. I'm hoping the future is brighter than right now, but my only thoughts right now are, " I can't wait to get out of here." Get out of here as in go off to college, get away from Lakewood and a majority of the people in it. I really do have a good heart and it really hurts my feelings when I hear of other people talking bad about me, especially when I haven't done anything to them and thought we were so close. It is a small town, I hear things, and these things hurt my feelings. Some people don't realize how easy it is to hurt someone elses feelings. You may not think I know, but I do.

I'm so stressed about school, and it's not even my classes. My classes are fairly easy. It's one teacher who really makes my day hell. I dread that class, and every day I'm upset afterwards. I'm really sick of it, and it's too late to drop the class. I am just praying these next few weeks go by very quickly.

 I know I don't mention much about Spencer on here. This is because I'm not that girl that talks on the Internet about how much I like my boyfriend and how he is the greatest and blah blah blah. I don't like to read it when other girls post stuff like this, so I will not be one of those girls. Spencer really does help me with a lot of this stuff though and I'm so thankful for it. It just makes me happy when he sits and listens and tries to understand how I feel. He always says the right things and I'm truly thankful to have someone like him in my life.

Today's outfit came from...

Tank top- H&M

Cardigan-Cherokee Brand

Jeans- Forever 21

Shoes- Payless

Thanks for reading today's post.

-alexa